突然意识到我需要一个时常陪在我身边的男友。好像哭，今天的心情是一颗星星都没有。

Weekend Taiping Zoo trip ( 15th June 2013 )

Finally I hv came bec again my college due to my research stuffs. So sad, only stayed a few days at home and it was not enough...but was better than never or none. However , on the way coming back, there was a story to share with u all :) Yeah, i have visited Taiping Zoo with my beloved. Well, he is a Perak lang. Seriously ,if yo tend to visit any of the the Zoo in Malaysia, Taiping Zoo is recommended. Eventhough i hv visited Zoo before ( such as Melaka Zoo ), Taiping Zoo is the best ! I saw many rare animals which were seldom be seen at others zoo i hv visited before. Sorry i forgot to jot down the so name of so called rare animals. It was a wonderful trip and i satisfied with that. What unlucky was my handphone battery has been used up during the journey going to TAiping since i played Candy Crush for whole journey. Dont misunderstand, I'm not yet addicted to Candy Crush but i'm just too boring inside the bus with nothing to do and beside me was a malay girl so definitely nothing to talk. I only have my handphone and internet modemn, that was why i only hv Candy Crush.

 hahaaa..it was funny !

My beloved also didnt bring his canon but luckily his galaxy tab still has moderate amount of battery,. Thus, our pictures finally ended up with ok( not excellent but not bad ) quality . At least our memories were recordable :-)

 They are so naughty !

 The bear behind me was cute with its cutie hand posture.

 I just noticed giraffe's tongue is quite long with black colour.

<3

A kindly reming, actually feeding is not allowed here but just be smart and dun get caught ! hahaha

Back to reality, i'm now in stressful period since i havent settled all the research stuff and i become homesick again :-( escape to MElaka again to recover myself and hope i will  be better tomorrow, Guess my next post will be about Melaka story. Goodbye !

9th JUNE 2013

Finally, i came bec to my lovely home, my sleeping bed, an my parent's side. Peoples still stucking at college due to the big matter, but how was me? I was Stucked at hostel because of the small matters, the NMRR registration, and also all the agreements with that associated hospitals. I felt so stress, i never had it before. Reason? Just like what I hv mentined in my previous post. Usually, i wont felt so stress in anything, not even during my final or professional exam. Not because i cant settle down all the stuffs, but i"m seriously homesick. I'M HOMESICK ! Fortunately, my both supervisors were willing to help me settled the agreement with Hospital Selayang  and  Hospital Serdang. That was why i manage to came bec home early..So, I m just staying in my home and waiting their news. Once they settled all, will going bec to solve the remainder things and coming home again. hehehee..However, If compare with my RM, i think she is the most pity. What a huge research !

Well , i dunno the way to describe her research or even her “猪友”，情况和我差不多,反正也是不负责任的其中一位。So, ntg to mention it and not worth tooo. Her research will be conducted in Pasir Gudang,Johor. So, definitely, she has to take 3 hrs journey to get there from KL and her sample size has fixed to 2000++ secondary school students.  Let me tell u, it was not easily to ready a well prepared questionaire, they still got 2 type of questionaires. OHH MY GODNESS ! There are more than 150 pages( about 75 sheets ) if adding the 2 types of questionaires together and every single sheets has write down the reference no, like A0XXXX, 2000++ sample size. Each people for each set of questionaire, each set of questionaire got 2 types( >75 sheets ), can u imagine it, we wrote the reference no like hell ! It was already 3.00AM Saturday, we just managed to finished about 300 SETS of FIRST QUESTIONAIRE. So how about the rest????

I felt sorry to my RM because i/m unable to help her again in the next morning after i woke up. I have to start packing and cleaning my rooms. Yupp.. I was going to reunion with my family in the evening. Yet, i still havent washed my clothes, and hv to wait my clothes to be dried. I was run out of my time and my room was messy. I hv no idea on how to clean and clear my room ! 

The time was running.......and I just cant stopped to clean my room.......

At 4.00pm , my brother suddenly gave me a call and told me he was on his way came to fetch me. I was shocked, i dun hv time to say goodbye with HIM properly. This is the reason why i'm still a bit miss him when I'm at home now. Now, he has already been a 5th year senior, last year to go, moves toward his HO life. I know he will becomes very busy, not much time to accompany me perhaps? But what can i do, i cant make a self-fish request, ask him to accompany me more? outing or messaging? No....! 

In the beginning, i wished not to find a bf who is the same course with me, because i know, he wont has extra time to accompany me. Maybe i was just self fish, i never think how will be my bf feel if i'm the one become busy with my study,my assignment and my assessment in one day ? Will he understand my condition too? 

But who knows 天意弄人. Sometimes, GOD bestow us something we dun like or we are not wish to but it is always for our good. No doubt, my bf is really being nice and good to me. He gave me whatever i want and i appreciate him eventhough i always 闹别扭.

Past Few Months

Oookk Oooohhh...I have leave my bloggie almost 4 months and my last post was in feb. Sorry to say that, I was busy with my whatever life ( study life, kl life, couple life perhaps? ). Hahahaa..maybe most of u will think that was an excuse, we should have proper time management. Ok...I admit I'm not fully busy with everyday 24hrs but somehow, I only free for a few hrs each day. I prefer to spend my only few hours on some entertainment such as outing with my bff, bf or sleeping. However, I hv gone through many things for the past few months( 3rd sem final exam, Kota Kinabalu trip, my first professional exam, Teluk Intan and Sungkai hot spring, and also doing research ). Now, let me tell you the stories one by one.

1st. 3rd Sem Final Exam

       Ermm, I'm nothing with my final exam actually, but just my parent were put a little bit stress for me. Why? They told me they were worried since i started to be in a relationship life. Hahaa.. dun misunderstand it..Thay were not trying to revolted me from getting relationship, they just worried i couldnt concentrate on my study, will only focus on paktoh. I knew it.  I knew my parent especially my dad has put a big hope on me. So i try my best to study hard...a bit... to pass my exam and i did it. In the past, i can only focus on my study started from 9pm or 10pm something and i spent my day with watching movie, shopping or outing, whatever la( as long as not studying ). However, since i getting into relationship with him, my life has totally changed. I spent my day with study at faculty everyday until 5pm and outing at night. After come back from outing, will only done my assignment or studied for assessment. 

2nd. Kota Kinabalu trip

        Wow Wow, it is nice to say KK trip is memorable and we saved a lot of expenses coz we stayed at our friend's house. By the way, the weather there was super duper HOT . I wonder how come my RM can bear with it for 21 years. We, as a tourists, has gone to many famous spot, included KK montain,1 Borneo shopping mall, almost everyday went to differrent beach, Pulau Sapi. Ohh yeah..not to forget Labuan too. For the Labuan, it was a last minute plan since there was a war in Sandakan. Yupp.. each of us  have booked the to and fro Sandakan flight ticket few months ago and it only costed us RM50...Cheaper but wasted ! We burned our flight tickets because of the war. Last for the KK part, I like the Pulau Sapi most eventhough i become darker and darker. hahaha..pls look at the photos below...

KK mountain

Everday differrent beach..hahaa

Pulau Sapi

Dunno what place jor...

3rd. First Professional exam

       Well....Stories about this is almost the same with my 3rd sem final exam.The same stress, their afraidness or wat wat wat lah..But the differrent thing is, this prof exam is much more important than the previous final exams. Eventhough i passed all my final exams, i still cant proceed to my clinical year if i failed the prof exam. Of coz my parent knew it, that s why they tend to become more worried about me again. Hiak Hiak..Finally they felt released when they heared i hv passed my prof exam. Daddy Mummy,你们的女儿长大了，不要担心！Hahaa..seriously, ther not even know i still outing during my prof exam. i still outing to midvalley and alamanda ..hahhaa..Shhhh...keep it as my secret....

4th. Teluk Intan and Sungkai Hot Spring

        What to do at Teluk Intan?? only jalan jalan and makan makan..hahahaa...coz our target was Sungkai Hot Spring ! By the way,, there is a leaning tower there...is a bit awesome.

    

         For the Sungkai Hot Spring...we overnight in the BIdor...and the hostel there was abit noob actually. Hahaha..However , this was my 1st time enjoy hot sring and i felt GOOD ! Thumb s up ! The most special is there is a egg boiling activity and they also provided a instruction on boiling duration depend on tourist's favourite. For instance, I like half boiled egg, so according to the instruction provided, i only need to immerse my egges for 3 minutes ! It was work ! I like the 3 minutes egg ! Hahaha.....but the egges sold are expensive..6 for RM5..dun you think is double charged??

5th. Reseach(对不起，以下故事必须采用华语，因本小姐不是要诉说故事，而是诉苦！ ）

       我，黄怡雯从4月开始已经超级不爽我的组友X。 功课不准时也就算了，还每次半夜才交给我，好像我不用睡觉酱，功课又做不好，又要我跟他拾垃圾！meeting又迟到，一点点小事就找我，害到我去那里都不能安心，你烦不烦阿！是你自己肤浅，以为literature review最容易就抢着做，结果还不是我做！叫你做methodology而已你又做不好，有些还敢空空跟我交上去， 你到底是我的组友还是猪友！现在所有agreement的东西还没搞好你就book飞机回你的吉兰丹，你要回家我就不用吗！你吉兰丹很远，我吉打很近哦！PMR没考geografi是吗！3间医院，我自己一个女生自己跑两间，你就在家翘脚，最好你翘脚进棺材啊！还说得好听，说什么in case我不能早回所以你7月5日回来！我“吊”你！ 我说过我reseach会在7月1日开始的，对！你没错！我们时间表示7月15开课。。可是2个星期你做得完data collection and data analysis咩！到最后是谁收拾残局！还不是本小姐！不要看我斯斯文文凶不起，我毕竟还是mahawangsa出生的，不要小看我！我不求一个办事能力强的组友，因为我自问也不是很好，可是我只求要个有责任感以及准时交功课，我就amitabha！每次meet doctor，doctor都会问X在哪里！我从头到尾只会讲不知道！！真的气死我了！！！！！！！！这种男人腌掉就算了！

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发泄完了，松了口气！