10:30pm,
Omg....i cant accept my new hostel will be like a SUCK area ! Waiting for the mosquitoes come to SUCK my blood. Sob~sob~ I have never feel like to cry before, no matter during the orientation week( all seniors look very fierce ), our assignments were like a HILL and HELL( nothing differrent between the alphabet "I" and "E" ,still the same= SUCK ), or passed my assessments with low marks, I still can overcame it by thinking positive. But now,i felt like wanna cry when i saw my hostel,really terrible,horrible and vegetable( will post the pics later ). Foughtfor the merits for more than half year just only for the words "terrible,horrible and vegetable"...????? and also for "tireness and time wasting" due to busy cleaning my hostel??? "money wasting" for the mop,detergent,and etc....nvm la...try my best to bear with it.
Now,comes to my CVS2 assessment..Still,3 words only to describe, they are "terrible,horrible and vegetable". My result is out of expected. =(
And the weather today has totally made my homesick again. I miss my family. Wanne make some complain with dad and mum,but it is not the time yet. I have to wait until around 11pm( their free time ), make a call and complain all the unsatisfy .
What Can I Do??
I know keep complaining is help me nothing, so try my best to think positive. I have a SUCK hostel with green scenery...haha...Maybe I will be the 1st one who inhale the "fresh air" every morning? and the green scenery is good for my sight by improving my short-sightness? Then later i dun hv to wear spec again?? hahaa...another one,at least i didnt see any mouse or cockcroach there coz i expected "them" indeed. By the way,i still cant imagine how i going to settle down there,i used to Block A2-1-3 dy.
For my assessment??? just study concentrately in next assessment no matter how hard is it...or work harder for my Final...I know my 1 month holidays is coming soon..left only 1 more month. No Resit, No Repeat !
Huh !!!!! after vomited all the murmur,really feel comfortable a bit.
